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[18 Jun 2007|10:14pm] |
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hopeless-train. |
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i love amazing music.
and the amazing people that leave the amazing music under your doormat at 3 a.m.
i love amazing 5 a.m., 5 hour conversations.
and the amazing people that care enough to make me stop crying at 3.
this is stupid.
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[13 Feb 2007|08:56pm] |
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bitchy |
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Married Away |
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boo for Valentine's Day.
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| smile, i love you. |
[03 Feb 2007|04:15pm] |
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Style Network. |
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i played the music for the very first time friday night.
then reviewed it this morning.
and advanced to screwing it over in the audition.
alottt.
haha. made last chair clarinet.
congrats to those to deserved to make it [& did].
tonightbetterbegood.
love!
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[24 Jan 2007|09:17pm] |
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but with a headache |
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music |
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Real Wolrd |
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i like this.
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| stomach is yelling at me. |
[18 Dec 2006|10:51pm] |
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confused |
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none |
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i just realized i havent had more than two bites of food all day.
this cant be a good thing.
tonight was good.
sorta.
carroling tomorrow? yippee.
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[09 Dec 2006|08:31pm] |
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jealous |
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none. |
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i dont understand.
anything.
right now.
all i know.
is that.
hes not the.
person i thought.
he was.
.and neither is she.
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[09 Dec 2006|11:35am] |
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sick |
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music |
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none |
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someone. please kill her. before i do.
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[08 Dec 2006|03:15pm] |
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sick |
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Style Network. |
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i just got done reading through the majority of my past entries.
i wanted to shoot myself..
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| .stolen. |
[21 Nov 2006|11:07pm] |
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drained |
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rap?? |
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1.you are my best friend. even if we are drifting and other people are entering into our lives. you have been there for me through hell and back [atleast 67 times. ha], and i hope i have been there for you aswell. these past 6-ish[or more] years have been incredible, with manymanymany ups and downs. we have practically the same life & situations, we relate well, and we can be with each other for a month straight and never get tired of the company. we have inside jokes, terror stories, mistakes, and memories out the wazzoo. love you much.
2.you, my friend, are my rock. you are with out a doubt always the first person i come to with..anything. you are an amazing christian, with an amazing heart. and for that, i love you. i love our random trips to get food, then rob Kmart vending machines. no matter what happens, your head is held up high and ready to take on the day. you are amazingly talented in all you do. i am proud to call you my fer-end & i heart you. [moves pinkie finger back and fowarth, draws and air-heart with two pointer fingers, the obnoxiously squeezes hand together] :]
3.you are one of the loudest people i know. haha. but you know that. we have been through more than most friendships can carry and still last through. literally thick and thin. you are an amazing person, and a pretty amazing friend. we went through a rough patch, but we are friends again, and closer than ever. these past 6 years have been amazing, and i would be a different person without you. <3.
4.we have also been through ..alot. you are obnoxious, but of course that's why i love you like i do. we can joke around, i know exactly what each other means. at the ssame time, you have an amazing serious side. you and your nonexistent body are adorable, and hopefully this next year we will become even morrre closerr.
ran out of time & energy. more to come later.
end.
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| i cant beleive im a junior. |
[29 Oct 2006|05:24am] |
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True Life- I do drugs. on MTV |
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COC was .. cold ..and somewhat miserable ..but as always, amazing ..&bus rides rocked. [sorta.]
the end.
Afterwards was Don Panchos.
with the crew & the rest of the band & their mommas.
then K-mart.
dads house.
Chick-fil-a.
back to dads house,but this time with a key.
10-ish was BWC Haunted House.
scary shit.
except that i knew about half of the people working it.
so we would talk as they ran out and scared me.
ha.
home about 6 minutes ago.
mom has had an amazingly rough day.
and i wasnt there to help.
grandma is in Iowa for .. idk how long. maybe a week?
sorta worried about here.
pretty sure there is something that she isnt telling me about the doctor.
maybe not.
it is currently 12:43.
must shower && sleep .. asap.
my appologies for the scattered entry.
i blame sleep deprivation.
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| shoooooot me |
[12 Oct 2006|05:49pm] |
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melecoton de ..blahblahblah |
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i have had freshman years marching show stuck in my head since the moment i woke up.
please, please explain this to me.
DA DA DA DADA DADA DA DADADA DADADADADADADA. DADADA DA DA DADADA DADADA DADADA.
lame.
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| ..because i should be asleep... |
[14 Sep 2006|11:08pm] |
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groggy |
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The Riddle- Five for Fighting. |
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i'm tired. & sleep is lame.
=]
last few...weeks, have been gaystupidlameretardedewgrosshorrible.
but what can you do?
homecoming. holy crap. two weeks?
i realized about 4.6 seconds ago..that i dont have a date...anymore, that is.
[[insert crazy flashbacks from past years homecoming]]
uh. yeah. sucks.
help..
puhleeze
band is band. school is lame. & everything else is the same shit, different day.
the grandma is in FL. for God knows how long.
fun.
i miss whats-his-face.
so what?
could this possibly be any more random??
oh yeah...yet another MRI is scheduled in about 2 months.
yay for stupidlame brain doctors attacking my claustrophobia.
on the up side of life... the bottom row of my 'grillz' could be disappearing sooner than october 3rd?
ha..probably not. but i can dream, right?
okay. randomrandomrandom. sleep time.
[[since i'm lame & all]]
*yay for awesome people going to homecoming with awesome people-glad it worked outt.*
=]]]]]!
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[02 Sep 2006|01:13am] |
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drama is lame.
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[30 Aug 2006|07:23pm] |
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loved |
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George Lopez |
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Let's talk about akward.
Tomorrow, my mother and grandmother both will be in 4th period hemming uniforms.
ha. [[help]]
in other news:
i feel like crap.
make it better?
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[22 Jul 2006|11:09pm] |
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Anna Nalick |
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i'm sitting on my unmade bed. [unmade to the extent that there are No sheets, No nothing.]
..hair done.
..the little makeup that i wear, on.
..comfy p.j.s on.
..a bowl of Ocharleys caramel pie icecream.
..Anna Nalick & Vanessa Carlton[sp?] playing, loud.
..Fashion "sketch kit" out, covering every spot of open space on my queen bed.
and loving every bit of it.
i was supposed to....not be home tonight. but as always, things fell through.
i'm content with this though.
<3.
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[18 Jul 2006|11:59am] |
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cheated |
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How Do I Look? |
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i'm going to start this year out different.
no moody-ness. (Sam, that was for you :])
Last night/this morning was...rough.
stuff happened. and i was in shock. it didnt even hurt. atall.
...until this morning.
i am now very single. and okay with it.
i got all the phsycotic/pissed/upset/depressed part of me out this morning.
and now i just want to move on.
wayyy on.
other stuff happened with mom this morning.
i wont bore you with the details.
but i am glad to be home.
band camp starts monday.
and i'm scared.
and very unprepared.
for everything.
i am in desparate need of a major friend reconnection.
..a few new faces would be nice too.
lets start over. fresh. and have a good school year.
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| sleepyheart. |
[07 Jul 2006|02:06am] |
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worried |
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RW-keywest. |
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Whyy am i awake.
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| freedom. |
[06 Jul 2006|11:32pm] |
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The Hills |
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no braces, on top..7 years..
photo taken on new Pink Razr..
it's been a good day.
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| liferules |
[05 Jul 2006|12:13am] |
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I'm home.
Yesterday was my birthday. [well, it was on Monday, being that it is 12:14 a.m. now..]
I spent 5 hours of it on an airplane on the way back from California.
Apon arriving at the airport, and meeting my dad in Nashville to take me home, I am asked yet again if I want to move to Nashville.
No. I don't.
Way to scew over my birthday. I cried. and no, I am NOT moving this summer.
My night was great. Saw The Devil Wears Prada. and the Previews for Click.
Happy 4th.
Mine was great.
Amazing.
That's all.
Braces off Thursday, and tomorrow night [since i am missing the entire rest of the fair this week] I am going to the Demo. Derby at the Western KY state fair...yay for front row center box seats. love it.
I have Cali. pictures...
they are on the link below.
And anyone who wishes to hear the play-by-play of the 9 day trip, I'm willing to tell.
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[12 Jun 2006|01:17am] |
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rejected |
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Crazy Bitch |
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well, that didn't last long.
11 days, to be exact.
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